P.t.s.d More Condition_symptoms Does Having P.t.s.d. Mean I'm Weak & How To Be Stronger?

Does having p.t.s.d. mean I'm weak & how to be stronger? - p.t.s.d more condition_symptoms

if you come from a trauma PTSD, that you are doing something wrong or theres something wrong with you?
How can a weak form of dealing with things?
What is a good way to you that you punish bad feelings, memories, etc.?
I tried to hit me with a lighter and burn hungry, cry, me, etc.
But there is nothing that I do not know what to do to get me stronger? Thanks